madmaryholiday replied to your post: madmaryholiday replied to your post: oh gosh i…

eh, tired and stressed as usual. it’s been okay, tho. missed you, too. <3

weh i do hope things look up for you someday! keep your head up. c: <3

madmaryholiday replied to your post: oh gosh i haven’t been on tumblr in ages

hi. O.o how have you been? i’m gonna sleep soon, but….yep. hi.

oh gosh i never noticed everyone said hi back!! :3 i’ve been pretty alright, just working too much. how’ve you been deary?

i missed you all ;; <33

madmaryholiday replied to your post: i miss being part of the edm fandom ;;

well, mourning the supposed loss of the fandom won’t help bring it back. and anyway, these things have cycles. something interesting will happen, and interest will grow again.

you’re entirely right. and i’m not exactly just mourning it, it’s just that that was the first time i’ve ever made a group of friends like that on the internet. it was my first time being in a fandom and i wish it hadn’t ended. i’m not like depressed or anything, i just miss it lol.

madmaryholiday replied to your post: awh joel deleted a heap of pictures off of his facebook

that’s why we save our favorites to our computers, dear.

trufax. i recently got a new computer tho, so i haven’t gotten around to saving them all. /le sigh. >:

madmaryholiday replied to your post: madmaryholiday replied to your post: i still need…

i get what you mean, man. sometimes it just doesn’t work for you. there are plenty of pairings like that for me. @__@ i guess i ship them more as ultra-intimate bros more than anything, tho? i dunno.

yes, definitelyy. i mean, i only recently converted to shipping kav/seb and maybe i’ll get it someday with pedro/mehdi. and i mean, they totally are adorable as bros i love ittt. but it’s been a challenge for me to ship anyone with pedro. ;; which sucks cause i want to write him mooore lol.

madmaryholiday replied to your post: i still need someone to ship with pedro

i actually prefer medhi, truth told. they’re just such bros.

thing is, i’ve noticed the pedro/mehdi thing time and time again

but i just can’t ship them

idek why, it just doesn’t work for me

madmaryholiday replied to your post: so joel talked about his depression last night

aww, that’s really sad. (also, i’m gonna feel like an ass for this, but did anyone catch it? like, transcribe it or whatever? i ducked out quick cos the dumbasses in chat were giving me a headache.)

i’m actually not sure. i didn’t, but i’m kind of hoping someone did in a weird way. anybody know?

madmaryholiday replied to your post: its true, everyone always talks about gaspard’s hair

people talk about gaspard’s hair so much cos it’s, well, rather distinctive. the glory of xavier’s hair only reveals itself upon close inspection. and if i wasn’t so scared of them, i’d want to pet both of them forever. and stick bows in their hair.

^ this. and i would also love to be able to just comb their hair someday, it would be lovely.

madmaryholiday replied to your post: can i just take a moment to point out that xavier&gaspard sleep in the same bed

well, that particular bit of video/piccage was at a hotel. and i know that i often sleep in hotel beds with people i’m not fucking. it is amusing, tho.

well yes, but i can dream. :>

madmaryholiday replied to your post: i kinna wanna change my name to xabrier but i’m so attached to pedrophilia

solution: make a secondary blog with the username pedrophilia so that you can change it back later if you miss it. make said blog redirect to your main one for extra points.

ohh this is a really good idea